Yesterday was weird. That's just about the only word I can use to describe it. I mean at the beginning of the day I was perfectly fine, but as the day progessed, so did the level of my instability. It was for no apparent reason, and that's what worries me the most. I am so tired. I just want to fall asleep on this super comfy couch. I wish I had lower inhibitions. I feel too.. Controlled in the way I act.