feeling of death

it's an interesting thing to be on the cusp of losing consciousness and not being sure if you'll wake up once it's gone. just one more time, won't it be? for all that I could judge, I'd say this is worth it, love is.  I figure if something  is meant to happen, it just is. I love my friends... so much... I feel like I'm being pulled down out of my body, no help within range, no energy, I can't speak, I guess I have to wake up somehow, at least I know no matter what we'll always be together. I hope this is okay later, almost can't type, ot after so far tghough, not nothing,can't keep eyes open have to close <#                        enter now,
I love you