I feel like I'm dying again. My organs are twitching and I feek weak. It's hard to hold my arms up and my legs tingle.. I really hope I'm not.... There's too much left to do,learn,and say. But I'm truly alone tonight,even if people are there... i'm not depressed. More so pensive. I'm just trying to stay optimistic through all these odd symptoms and strange tastes in my mouth.. People could understand my intentions to easily.. I fear I never described well enough... But I'm not dead. Prolly not dying. I just feel like I am. Kinda. gah,idk.. i'm so.. Out of it,it's not normal.