Things won't remain this way forever.. Sometimes you just have to live in loving the moment for what it is,painting a pretty little picture in your memories,so when things do change..the past won't be lost,and hope will exist.

It's been a long time since I've felt that hurt.. A long time since I've cried that much.. A long time since I'd first felt lonely.. And a long time since I'd become so weak. Things need to change.. now.

For no obvious reason I am going through some really odd perceptual distortions right now.. A little too aware of how scattered my focus is and,well.. Focused.

Why is the sky so big while I'm so small? Why must it always mock me so?