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Friday, August 20, 2010

Love is chemical.

It really makes me wonder..what we must be thinking. How similar are we? Some men many would consider wise had said there is nothing to fear but fear itself, but will our fear of needs lead to mutual denail? Tell me, if you also want to output some positive into this grand equation, that you fear taking from me as much as I fear taking from you, but then realize that we both serve a purpose. For two people trying to convince themselves that they don't need anyone or anything, we sure do make successful friends..
But what binds us?

Perhaps the truth is we need each other more than we realize, but the secret is that if we believe the words from our mouths, our relationship will unravel..

There are four words you could say to me, yet I could not say back:
"I don't need you."
..even if it may be true. If you knew that.. wouldn't you break? Isn't that your fear? But I can't let that happen, dear, because I care about you, and I need to not be in pain,the deterrent, which means I need to not hurt the ones I identify with. I may sound cold and systematic, and that's because I am. I'm nowhere near selfless because I am human, but I at least know better than pretending to be. What kind of denail do we keep throwing ourselves into?

~Heart of Fire -Innerpartysystem~
"Do you remember me from a better time?
Infatuation with each other can summarize
All this is tied to the love,
the love you had assumed would never die

I can't remember what I had said
something reminiscent of a relationship
it was easier to lack the truth
than tell you how I feel

But I will surround your heart with lies until the end

I remember you from a better time
conversations saturated with telling lies
all this comes back to the love,
the love the spoke with honest and pure eyes

Now I remember what I had done
something meaningful to get you to fall in love
it was easier to tell you everything you wanted to hear
but I will surround your heart with lies and it's a heavy burden on me,baby
a heavy burden I have never felt before.

Sit back,relax,recover.
A fine time for me to mention you
Get down,regret,and wonder
who ever really tells the truth?"

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

"What hurt you?" is my secret way of asking what I could prevent causing you pain..

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Uh, yeah..

There's a very distinct reason I don't go back and read this crap. That is all.