Today was one of the worst days of my life..
I fought terribly with my parents and got verbally,emotionally,and physically assaulted. Not fun.. And it was all because I needed $10 to send my SAT scores before the deadline. According to them,that makes me a bitch. OK then...

I am just going to try to disregard mishaps like that.
How relevant is it to my own growth and maturing? It just seems so frivilous...

I can't believe all those things they say,otherwise what worth would I have within my own mind as a justification for the hope I attempt to muster? There are thoughts I have that make me feel like I should bang my head on the wall -yes,headbanging- til I go unconscious. Blarg.Vacation.. And people wonder why I like school so much x.x