You know what..?

I really am just going to forget about what happened in my last post. Clearly I'm alive, so it doesn't make too much of a difference. It's not like I lost limbs or an organ, but I DO have this worrisome lump on my neck and it's not an ordinary.. uh.. well, I just hope it's not cancerous. That would flatout SUCK. But seems this vacation left me with enough time to reconsilliate as well as fully recover both mentally and whatever ailments I would have inheritted physically. Sober from everything, and as happy as I was before all thar crap started happening to me. I learned to deal with depressing things without letting the actions or resulting thoughts control me. I am my own person, have my own mind and everything. I've accepted that I have a dark side, but that it doesn't necessarily make me a bad person. Who I am lies in what courses of action I take. Not what I consider. So I've been able to rest a little easier. I also let alot of things off of my chest that I really shouldn't have been left to deal with on my own. The responsibility took too much of a toll on my health. But now it's not solely of my concern and I can breathe. :D Hope everybody's doing fine..